Slayer Of The Light

And I Know You'll Never Return To This Place......

Wed, 15 Mar 2006 15:01:16 GMT

HOPE LEAVES:

In the corner beside my window
There hangs a lonely photograph
There is no reason
I'd never notice a memory that could hold me back

There is a wound that's always bleeding
There is a road I'm always walking
And I know you'll never return to this place

Gone through days without talking
There is a comfort in silence
So used to losing all ambition
Struggling to maintain what's left

And once undone, there is only smoke
Burning in my eyes to blind
To cover up what really happened
Force the darkness unto me

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 15:09:31 GMT

I know I just wrote an entry, but whatever. I keep looking back at my old LJ deathmetaltom (shameless plug) And I got a lilttle veklempt. I miss those days, we were all footloose and fancy free hahahahah. I'ne been reading it alot lately. I think the feud with Gene has got to be the funniest god damn thing ever!!!! But yeah I realized that I'm going nowhere with my life. I keep going from job to job, after things piss me off, but to find out that it basically is that same shit just a different setting. I have a doctors appointment next week, and I've taken like 5 tests online about adult ADHD, and well I think I have it. I've allways known but nobodys taken it seriously, except Amber. I have all these brain problems now, just add another medication to the list, just one more pill, I dunno, it's frustrating. But once I'm on the new meds hopefully they can help me focus, mellow out, concentrate more, and be more confident. And to top it all off I've quit smoking dope. ( One of the hardest God Damn things for me to do. It's all I've got left, I don't smoke cigs, i dont do any more hard drugs, I don't really dring, I don't know how I'm going to deal with this sobriety thing. But yah I keep drifting off. After I get my new meds, I'm going to go to that tattoo school in Southfield. I know it sounds cheesy going to a school, instead of getting an apprenticeship, but it's 5600.00 smackers but you get all your equip, and in depth teaching, and a discount on all your tat supplies. I think it's just the thing I need, work in a tattoo shop, blare balck metal, ( If I open up a parlor, it will be called Black Metal tattoos, or something along the lines of that) But once I get into the swing of it holla' at your boy, I'll hook you up. Well i'm out like L.A Gear.....Later

Nar Sjelen Hentes Til Helvete

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 14:41:43 GMT

I got my opeth tat the other day it kicks ass. I'll post a pic of it when i can get my camera working. Nothings really new. The baby will be here any day now:) I got the re-issue of DIMMUS STORMBLAST, and let me tell you it kicks my ass all over the place.

Who? That Lucky Charms Lookin' Brotha? Yeah, I Tell You What Though, He Looks Magically Delicious!!!

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 15:29:02 GMT

So.......Some hillbilly backed up on my car half way up my hood, then 2 weeks ago my car got broken into, they took my radio (which wasn't working that well anyways) and my book of cd's. Man those jungle bunnies have got to be pissed. Half of the cd's were burned, and the whole booklet was all metal cd's. Sorry no Ja- Rule, or R-Kelly ( I'm goona pull out my gun!!!! and shoot this bitch HAHAHAHAHAHAH South Park) Any ways Karma has been kicking my ass lately. But I don't know why? But on a good note I did get to meet Opeth last month, that was a plus. Mikael Akerfeldt is really tall and skinny in person. Oh yah and Nevermore are a bunch of cross eyed cunts( which is pretty funny considering their last 2 albums sucked a big floppy donkey dick) The only thing they have going for them is Loomis. But yah Im out like British Knights

P.S. Whats everyone doing this Christmas Eve? I was going to stay home, get drunk, and watch the Grinch. So reply pleeeeeese Thank you drive thru

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Tue, 25 Oct 2005 13:28:21 GMT

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YOUR SO BLACK THAT WHEN YOU TOUCH YOURSELF IT'S CONSIDERED BLACK ON BLACK CRIME!!!

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 14:44:21 GMT

I'M SURE NO ONE IS GOING TO READ THIS BUT WHO CARES

ESSENTIAL NEW ALBUMS
HYPOCRISY, VIRUS ( IT KICKS MY ASS ALL OVER THE PLACE!!!!
NILE, ANIHILATION OF THE WICKED
OPETH, GHOST REVERIES

THE NEW DEVIL DRIVER IS PRETTY GOOD, BETTER THAN THEIR LAST ALBUM,

EVERYONE NEEDS TO GO TO OPETH, EVEN IF I DONT KNOW YOU, IT WILL BE BAD ASS
THURSDAY OCTOBER 27 @ THE WORLD FAMOUS HARPOS, TIX ARGH ONLY 15 SMACKERS ( BUT I DONT HAVE TO PAY BECAUSE IM BETTER THAN ALL YOU SCUM J/K BABY J/K), AND NEVERMORE WILL BE THERE ALSO DOORS 6:30 AND WHEN THEY SAY 6:30 THEY AIN'T JOKING, THEY'RE STARTING ALL THEY'RE SHOWS EARLY AS HELL, AND ALSO IF YOU GET THERE EARLY YOU CAN PARK IN FRONT OF HARPOS, AND YOUR CAR WONT GET BROKEN INTO BY LUNY CRACK HEADS, AND ALSO YOU'LL GET COOL SWAG THAT ILL BE PASSIN OUT, AS ALLWAYS HAIL THE DARK LORD SATAN!!! THANK YOU BITCHES

With All The Pride And Dignity Of A Drowning Swimmer

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 18:48:51 GMT

Man do I feel weird. Was in the hospital last thursday, had a seizure in my sleep. I used to have them all the time when I was younger, thought I outgrew them, guess not. Now I gotta take medicine for the rest of my life, and have weekly checkups. WOO HOO, plus i gots ta quit smoking the sweet sweet. Anyway on a better note, Roadrunners hooking me up to 3 shows in october, Opeth, Blackest of The Black, and 3 inces of blood......HAIL SATAN!!! But yah the new Opeth slays, got some Opeth posters to pass out, and some sampler cds. well gotta get bach to work.

FREAKIN' SWEET

Sat, 14 May 2005 20:58:14 GMT

Yah so I got my first rewards for workin' on the Roadrunner Street Team. I recieved the new Trivium, and Nightwish's Once, and also they sent me Cradle's Nympheatimine cover signed by everyone in the band.....Excellent Smithers Excellent!!!!!!

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AND YOU WILL KNOW US BY THE TRAIL OF THE DEAD

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 14:18:11 GMT

Holy shieat!!!! People argh nuts, just make a simple journal entry, and your crazy ass ex girlfriend has to start shit, oh well, i guess id be doing the same thing if i had no friends whatever. HYPOCRISY SOILWORK MAY 7TH HARPOS HELL YES!!!!!!!!!! EVERYONE MUST GO!!!!!! well im ggona go smoke now ( a cigarette that is) hahahahahahah

I LOVE YOU AMBER NICOLE MILLER

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 16:54:49 GMT

So its been a while. Been working at my dads shop now, which is excellent...for now. Just got Dark Tranquility's Character....its bad ass...alot better than what other Gothenburg bands have been putting out ( I'm not naming any names ) Yah so I'm on the roadrunner street team, they send me posters, stickers, and lots of other shit, all i do is pass them out and get rewarded with cd's concert tickets, passes and a whole lot of other shit. They might still be looking for people to join. I signed up for the CoF team, (who better than I )Yah and I'm pissed. I was all excited because i made up a cover for "Enjoy The Silence" and then I get the new Revolver and theres a download for It Dies Today ( what a lame name ) cover of Enjoy The Silence. I was pissed!!!!! but my version is a lot better. So yeah I'm gonna go smoke

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Wed, 09 Mar 2005 22:23:17 GMT

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Thu, 03 Feb 2005 15:24:42 GMT

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BORED AS HELL

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 18:13:11 GMT

3 Inches Of Blood: Advance And Vanquish
1349: Beyond The Apocalypse
The Agony Scene: The Agony Scene
Amorphis: Tuonela, Chapter
Anathema: The Silent Enigma, Serenades, Alternative 4
Arch Enemy: Wages Of Sin, Anthems Of Rebellion
At The Gates: The Red In The Sky Is Ours, Slaughter Of The Soul, Gardens Of Grief, Terminal Spirit Disease, Suicidal Final Art

Black Dahlia Murder: Unhallowed
Black Label Society: 1919 Eternal, The Blessed Hellride, Mafia, Hangover Music, Sonic Brew, Stronger Than Death
Black Sabbath: Symptom Of The Universe (2 disc set)
Bloodbath: Nightmares Made Flesh, Resurrection Through Carnage
Bolt Thrower: Mercenary
Burzum: Aske

Cannibal Corpse: Tomb Of The Mutilated, 15 Year Killing Spree (3 Disc Box Set )
Carcass: Neuroticism: Descanting The Insalubrious
Carnal Forge: The More You Suffer
Children Of Bodom: Hate Crew Death Roll, Hatebreeder, Something Wild, Follow The Reaper
Chimaria: The Impossibility Of Reason, Pass Out Of Existence
Clutch: Blast Tyrant
C.O.C: Deliverance
Cradle Of Filth: Cruelty And The Beast (Bonus) Principle Of Evil Made Flesh, Damnation And A Day, Vempire, Midian, Nymphetamine, Love Craft And Witch Hearts, Dusk And Her Embrace
The Crown: The Burning, Crowned In Terror, Crowned Unholy, Deathrace King, Forever Heaven Gone “Demo” Forget The Light “Demo” Hell Is Here, Last Rite “Demo” Possessed 13
Cryptopsy: And Then You’ll Beg

Damage Plan: Newfound Power
Darkane: Insanity
Dark Funeral: Diabolous Interium , The Secrets Of The Black Arts, Vobiscum Satanas
Dark Tranquility: Damage Done
Darkthrone: Hate Them, Transilvanian Hunger, Under A Funeral Moon
Death: Symbolic
Decapitated: Winds Of Creation
Deicide: Scars Of The Cross, Serpents Of The Light
Dew Scented: Inwards
Dimension Zero: This Is Hell, Silent Night Fever
Dimmu Borgir: Death Cult Armageddon, Devils Path, Enthroned Darkness Triumphant, Godless Savage Garden, Puritanical Euphoric Misanthropia, Spiritual Black Dimensions
Down: Down II

Emperor: In The Nightside Eclipse, IX Equilibrium
Evergrey: The Inner Circle
EYEHATEGOD: Southern Discomfort

Faith No More: The Real Thing, Angeldust, Who Care A lot? (Greatest Hits)
Fear Factory: Demanufacture, Archetype, Digimortal, Obsolete,

The Gathering: Downfall: The Early Years
Goatwhore: Funeral Dirge For The Rotting Sun
God Dethroned: Ravenous
God Forbid: Gone Forever, Better Days E.P.
The Great Deciever: A Venom Well Designed

Hatebreed: The Rise Of Brutality
The Haunted: Made Me Do It, The Haunted, One Kill Wonder, rEVOLEr
Himsa: Courting Tragedy And Disaster
Hypocrisy: 10 Years Of Chaos And Confusion ( Greatest Hits) The Arrival, Catch 22. Final Chapter, Fourth Dimension, Into The Abyss, Obsculum Obscenum

Immortal: At The Heart Of Winter, Battles In The North, Pure Holocaust, Sons Of Northern Darkness, Suffocation ( Demo)
Impaled: Mondo Medicale
In Flames: Colony, Jester Race, Lunar Strain, Subterranean, Soundtrack To Your Escape, Whoracle
Into Eternity: Buried In Oblivion
IRON MAIDEN: The Best Of The Beast, Brave New World, Dance Of Death, Fear Of The Dark, Iron Maiden, Killers, Number Of The Beast, Live After Death, Piece Of Mind, Seventh Son Of A Seventh Son

Kataklysm: Prophecy, Shadows And Dust
Katatonia: Tonight’s Decision
Killswitch Engage: Alive Or Just Breathing, The End Of Heartache

Lamb Of God: As The Palace Burns, Ashes Of The Wake, New American Gospel
Led Zeppelin: Early Days, Latter Days Best of

Macabre: Dahmer
Mastodon: Remission, Leviathan
Mayhem: U.S. Legions, Chimeria, De Mysteriies Dom Sathanas, Originators Of The Northern Darkness ( Tribute Album)
Megadeth: Rust In Peace, Countdown To Extinction, Youthanasia
Meshuggah: Contradictions Collapse/ None, Chaosphere,
Metallica: Garage Days, Jump In The Fire
Morbid Angel: Formulas Fatal To The Flesh
Mystic Circle: Drachenblut

Nagalfar: Diabolical
Napalm Death: Utopia Banished
Necrophagia: Black Blood Vomitorium, Holocausto De La Morte
Neurosis: Times Of Grace
Nevermore: Dead Heart In A Dead World, Enemies Of Reality
Nightrage: Sweet Vengeance
Nile: Amongst The Catacombs of Nephren- Ka, Black Seeds Of Vengeance

Old Mans Child: In The Shades Of Life
Opeth: Blackwater Park, Damnation, Deliverance, My Arms Your Hearse, Orchid, Still Life
Ozzy: Diary Of A Madman, Ozzmosis, The Ozzman Cometh

Pantera: Far Beyond Driven, Official Live 101 Proof, Power Metal, ReInventing The Steel, The Singles 1991- 1996 (6 disc set) Vulgar Display Of Power, Great Southern Trendkill, Cowboys From Hell
Pink Floyd: Dark Side Of The Moon
Probot: Probot

Rotting Christ: Triarchy Of The Lost Lovers

Samael: Eternal
Satyricon: Volcano
Sepultura: Arise, Beneath The Remains, Chaos A.D., Roots
Shadows Fall: Of One Blood, The Art Of Balance, The War Within
Six Feet Under: Bringer Of Blood, Warpath
Skinlab, Bound, Gagged, And Blindfolded, Disembody: The New Flesh
Slayer: Diabolous In Musica, God Hates Us All, Hell Awaits, Seasons In The Abyss
Soilent Green: String Of Lies E.P., Sewn Mouth Secrets
Soilwork: Chainheart Machine, Figure Number Five, Natural Born Chaos, Predators Portrait, Stabbing The Drama
Strapping Young Lad: Alien, City, Heavy As A Really Heavy Thing, SYL
Summer Dying: Beyond The Darkness Within, One Last Taste Of Temptation
Superjoint Ritual: A Lethal Dose Of American Hatred, Use Once And Destroy

Type O Negative: Bloody Kisses, The Least Worst Of Type O, Life Is Killing Me, October Rust, The Origins Of The Feces, Slow Deep and Hard, World Coming Down

Unearth: The Stings Of Consciousness

Venom: Black Metal, Welcome To Hell

Witchery: Symphony For The Devil

Zyklon: Aeon

SO GET THIS...........

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 20:51:42 GMT

I couldn't go see Cradle Last night, I was all bummed out, so we went to City Club instead, we left there at like 2:30, as we were leaving Dejuan wanted to go to Meijer to get some food, so we go to Meijer @ 13/ Little Mack, Dejuan and Shona get out, and me and Amber were arguing in the car, I glance inot my rearview mirror, and I see 4 tour busses pull up. It was everybody from the Head Bangers Ball tour. I was like HOLY SHIT!!!! I get out of my car and start to walk up to Meijer and Martin was standing therer smoking, and I talked to him. I told him how bummed out I was that I couldn't go to the show He gave me a hug awwww....ne ways as were talking everyone from HIMSA walks by, Then Dani...then some people from Arch Enemy....I was holy shit. So I go to my car and grab some cds for them to sign. Martin signed my Anathema Alternative 4 CD, And Dani signed my Cruelty and the Beast Cd. I talked to Martin for like 10 minutes, and I got a pic with him, and also a pic with Dani. So even though I missed the show I still got to meet them HELL YES....IT KICKED ASS!!!!!!!!!!1

ALL HAIL DIMEBAG

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 14:55:30 GMT

THAT IS SOME BULLSHIT. WHO WOULD DO SUCH A THING! WHO WOULD FUCKING GO ONSTAGE, AND SHOOT ANYONE 5 TIMES. FUCKING ASSHOLE. THIS WHOLE THING SUCKS ASS. DIMEBAG YOU WILL BE MISSED!!! CFH\

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ANTIFAITH

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 15:56:21 GMT

Yah.....so i got a new job, cause my other job fucked me over. I owe a SHITLOAD of money, that I dont have. Gotta go take a polygraph test tomorrow. BLAH BLAH BLAH.......whatever, someobody needs to move in with me, it would be cool, i have an extra bedroom,.....so tell all your friends, no, j/k. But I'm going back to bed.

Unleash The Beast

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 17:36:10 GMT

Well...Its been a while since iv'e updated this fucker.....Moved out w/ Amber...working 2 jobs now....goona go back to school...for what I dont know...maybe finish my art degree, but I gotta, i hate my job and the fukkers that work there, but hey at least i got a job....On another note some bad ass concerts are coming.....Blackest of The Black....w/ Danzig....and the mighty MAYHEM....hail.....then Type o......Then Satyricon w/ Cradle/ Lacuna Coil....Shadows Fall......Deftones........And i think Bodom is coming again....tis the season for metal...HAIL SATAN

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Thu, 12 Aug 2004 02:44:39 GMT

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SMOKE OPIUM AND WORSHIP SATAN....I DO

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 02:05:34 GMT

Word....Amber gave me my birthday presents early...awwww:).....she got me a BLS Shirt, these cd protector things (which fucking own, and a Superjoint sticker that goes across my front windshield....ITS FUCKING CRESCENT FRESH!!!!!! shes excellent in my book.....i miss her....awwww.....I want a tattoo, I was thinking either an Opeth O, everyone has the O but i wanna get something else with it....maybe with the cover of Still Life with the girl.....or the BLS cross, or the Mayhem cover with the guy holding the candle stick....i dunno....im goona go look at ideas...later

You Just Can't Decide That I'm Drunk!?!?!?!

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 02:33:13 GMT

The new Satyricon ROCKS!!!! I've had it for a week and I can't stop listening to it. It kicks my ass all over the place.....That and The Crown, HAIL SATAN

Sleepless

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 05:40:20 GMT

And I often sigh
I often wonder why
I'm still here and I cry

And I often cry
I often spill a tear
Over those not here

Please ease my burden

And I still remember
A memory and I weep
In my broken sleep
The scars they cut so deep

Please ease my burden
Please ease my pain

Surely without war there would be no loss
Hence no mourning, no grief, no pain, no misery
No sleeplees nights missing the dead....Oh no more
No more war

GET AWAY FROM ME YOU FREAKS...YOU FRIGGIN FREAKS

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 02:20:23 GMT

HELL YES.....OZZFEST 2 WEEKS....CANT FUCKING WAIT.....SLAYER, SJR, LOG, BLS, DIMMU......I HATE FUCKING STUPID POSER PEOPLE...THEY ALL NEED TO BE SHOT......GOONA BE MOVIN OUT IN 2 WEEKS TO, GOTTA BUCKLE DOWN AND START SAVIN MAD LOOT, HEY MY BIRTHDAYS IN 2 WEEKS TOO, WHATCHALL SCHNIGGIES GOONA GET ME???????