| And I Know You'll Never Return To This Place...... |
[15 Mar 2006|09:00am] |
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HOPE LEAVES:
In the corner beside my window There hangs a lonely photograph There is no reason I'd never notice a memory that could hold me back
There is a wound that's always bleeding There is a road I'm always walking And I know you'll never return to this place
Gone through days without talking There is a comfort in silence So used to losing all ambition Struggling to maintain what's left
And once undone, there is only smoke Burning in my eyes to blind To cover up what really happened Force the darkness unto me
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[16 Feb 2006|08:56am] |
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Stormblast...The whole goddamn cd |
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I know I just wrote an entry, but whatever. I keep looking back at my old LJ deathmetaltom (shameless plug) And I got a lilttle veklempt. I miss those days, we were all footloose and fancy free hahahahah. I'ne been reading it alot lately. I think the feud with Gene has got to be the funniest god damn thing ever!!!! But yeah I realized that I'm going nowhere with my life. I keep going from job to job, after things piss me off, but to find out that it basically is that same shit just a different setting. I have a doctors appointment next week, and I've taken like 5 tests online about adult ADHD, and well I think I have it. I've allways known but nobodys taken it seriously, except Amber. I have all these brain problems now, just add another medication to the list, just one more pill, I dunno, it's frustrating. But once I'm on the new meds hopefully they can help me focus, mellow out, concentrate more, and be more confident. And to top it all off I've quit smoking dope. ( One of the hardest God Damn things for me to do. It's all I've got left, I don't smoke cigs, i dont do any more hard drugs, I don't really dring, I don't know how I'm going to deal with this sobriety thing. But yah I keep drifting off. After I get my new meds, I'm going to go to that tattoo school in Southfield. I know it sounds cheesy going to a school, instead of getting an apprenticeship, but it's 5600.00 smackers but you get all your equip, and in depth teaching, and a discount on all your tat supplies. I think it's just the thing I need, work in a tattoo shop, blare balck metal, ( If I open up a parlor, it will be called Black Metal tattoos, or something along the lines of that) But once I get into the swing of it holla' at your boy, I'll hook you up. Well i'm out like L.A Gear.....Later
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| Nar Sjelen Hentes Til Helvete |
[16 Feb 2006|08:39am] |
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Nar Sjelen Hentes Til Helvete...Dimmu |
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I got my opeth tat the other day it kicks ass. I'll post a pic of it when i can get my camera working. Nothings really new. The baby will be here any day now:) I got the re-issue of DIMMUS STORMBLAST, and let me tell you it kicks my ass all over the place.
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| Who? That Lucky Charms Lookin' Brotha? Yeah, I Tell You What Though, He Looks Magically Delicious!!! |
[13 Dec 2005|09:17am] |
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Dimmu Borgir...The Night Masquerade |
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So.......Some hillbilly backed up on my car half way up my hood, then 2 weeks ago my car got broken into, they took my radio (which wasn't working that well anyways) and my book of cd's. Man those jungle bunnies have got to be pissed. Half of the cd's were burned, and the whole booklet was all metal cd's. Sorry no Ja- Rule, or R-Kelly ( I'm goona pull out my gun!!!! and shoot this bitch HAHAHAHAHAHAH South Park) Any ways Karma has been kicking my ass lately. But I don't know why? But on a good note I did get to meet Opeth last month, that was a plus. Mikael Akerfeldt is really tall and skinny in person. Oh yah and Nevermore are a bunch of cross eyed cunts( which is pretty funny considering their last 2 albums sucked a big floppy donkey dick) The only thing they have going for them is Loomis. But yah Im out like British Knights
P.S. Whats everyone doing this Christmas Eve? I was going to stay home, get drunk, and watch the Grinch. So reply pleeeeeese Thank you drive thru
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| TRIVUM "YAHOO'S WHOS NEXT CONTEST" |
[17 Nov 2005|10:15am] |
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GO TO (http://music.yahoo.com/promotions/whosnext/) AND VOTE FOR TRIVIUM.
The winner will record a Yahoo session and receive extensive feature exposure throughout the month of December, hopefully instigating some nice extra holiday sales. THIS IS HUGE!!!
YOU CAN VOTE AS MANY TIMES AS YOU WANT...SO LETS GO!!!!!!
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| YOUR SO BLACK THAT WHEN YOU TOUCH YOURSELF IT'S CONSIDERED BLACK ON BLACK CRIME!!! |
[28 Sep 2005|09:33am] |
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Nile.....Lashed To The Slave Stick |
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I'M SURE NO ONE IS GOING TO READ THIS BUT WHO CARES
ESSENTIAL NEW ALBUMS HYPOCRISY, VIRUS ( IT KICKS MY ASS ALL OVER THE PLACE!!!! NILE, ANIHILATION OF THE WICKED OPETH, GHOST REVERIES
THE NEW DEVIL DRIVER IS PRETTY GOOD, BETTER THAN THEIR LAST ALBUM,
EVERYONE NEEDS TO GO TO OPETH, EVEN IF I DONT KNOW YOU, IT WILL BE BAD ASS THURSDAY OCTOBER 27 @ THE WORLD FAMOUS HARPOS, TIX ARGH ONLY 15 SMACKERS ( BUT I DONT HAVE TO PAY BECAUSE IM BETTER THAN ALL YOU SCUM J/K BABY J/K), AND NEVERMORE WILL BE THERE ALSO DOORS 6:30 AND WHEN THEY SAY 6:30 THEY AIN'T JOKING, THEY'RE STARTING ALL THEY'RE SHOWS EARLY AS HELL, AND ALSO IF YOU GET THERE EARLY YOU CAN PARK IN FRONT OF HARPOS, AND YOUR CAR WONT GET BROKEN INTO BY LUNY CRACK HEADS, AND ALSO YOU'LL GET COOL SWAG THAT ILL BE PASSIN OUT, AS ALLWAYS HAIL THE DARK LORD SATAN!!! THANK YOU BITCHES
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| With All The Pride And Dignity Of A Drowning Swimmer |
[13 Sep 2005|02:43pm] |
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Behexen...By The Blessing Of Satan |
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Man do I feel weird. Was in the hospital last thursday, had a seizure in my sleep. I used to have them all the time when I was younger, thought I outgrew them, guess not. Now I gotta take medicine for the rest of my life, and have weekly checkups. WOO HOO, plus i gots ta quit smoking the sweet sweet. Anyway on a better note, Roadrunners hooking me up to 3 shows in october, Opeth, Blackest of The Black, and 3 inces of blood......HAIL SATAN!!! But yah the new Opeth slays, got some Opeth posters to pass out, and some sampler cds. well gotta get bach to work.
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| FREAKIN' SWEET |
[14 May 2005|03:55pm] |
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Trivium, The end of everything |
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Yah so I got my first rewards for workin' on the Roadrunner Street Team. I recieved the new Trivium, and Nightwish's Once, and also they sent me Cradle's Nympheatimine cover signed by everyone in the band.....Excellent Smithers Excellent!!!!!!
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| AND YOU WILL KNOW US BY THE TRAIL OF THE DEAD |
[04 Apr 2005|10:16am] |
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Sacred Smoke Bongzilla |
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Holy shieat!!!! People argh nuts, just make a simple journal entry, and your crazy ass ex girlfriend has to start shit, oh well, i guess id be doing the same thing if i had no friends whatever. HYPOCRISY SOILWORK MAY 7TH HARPOS HELL YES!!!!!!!!!! EVERYONE MUST GO!!!!!! well im ggona go smoke now ( a cigarette that is) hahahahahahah
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| I LOVE YOU AMBER NICOLE MILLER |
[31 Mar 2005|11:43am] |
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Soilwork.....spirits of the future sun |
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So its been a while. Been working at my dads shop now, which is excellent...for now. Just got Dark Tranquility's Character....its bad ass...alot better than what other Gothenburg bands have been putting out ( I'm not naming any names ) Yah so I'm on the roadrunner street team, they send me posters, stickers, and lots of other shit, all i do is pass them out and get rewarded with cd's concert tickets, passes and a whole lot of other shit. They might still be looking for people to join. I signed up for the CoF team, (who better than I )Yah and I'm pissed. I was all excited because i made up a cover for "Enjoy The Silence" and then I get the new Revolver and theres a download for It Dies Today ( what a lame name ) cover of Enjoy The Silence. I was pissed!!!!! but my version is a lot better. So yeah I'm gonna go smoke
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| TRIVIUM E-CARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[09 Mar 2005|05:20pm] |
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Trivium Ecard |
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www.trivium.org/ecard Check it out. It has the new video, and you can listen to ALL tracks!!!!! METAL,THRASH, old school and new school combined, these guys are INCREDIBLE, One of the best bands I've heard in a while. So ya go check it out NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| Excellent |
[03 Feb 2005|10:23am] |
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Drak Funeral, Dark Are The Paths To Eternity |
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| What metal band are you? Opeth You are Opeth! You are very poetic with your lyrics, and your music flows like a waterfall. Your emotions change from angry to sad very quickly. Some people don't like you because you can sound too depressing. You're one of the best metal bands in the world, and you worship your fans! 
| Click Here to Take This Quiz Brought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests. |
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| BORED AS HELL |
[21 Jan 2005|01:07pm] |
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SYL ALIEN |
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3 Inches Of Blood: Advance And Vanquish 1349: Beyond The Apocalypse The Agony Scene: The Agony Scene Amorphis: Tuonela, Chapter Anathema: The Silent Enigma, Serenades, Alternative 4 Arch Enemy: Wages Of Sin, Anthems Of Rebellion At The Gates: The Red In The Sky Is Ours, Slaughter Of The Soul, Gardens Of Grief, Terminal Spirit Disease, Suicidal Final Art
Black Dahlia Murder: Unhallowed Black Label Society: 1919 Eternal, The Blessed Hellride, Mafia, Hangover Music, Sonic Brew, Stronger Than Death Black Sabbath: Symptom Of The Universe (2 disc set) Bloodbath: Nightmares Made Flesh, Resurrection Through Carnage Bolt Thrower: Mercenary Burzum: Aske
Cannibal Corpse: Tomb Of The Mutilated, 15 Year Killing Spree (3 Disc Box Set ) Carcass: Neuroticism: Descanting The Insalubrious Carnal Forge: The More You Suffer Children Of Bodom: Hate Crew Death Roll, Hatebreeder, Something Wild, Follow The Reaper Chimaria: The Impossibility Of Reason, Pass Out Of Existence Clutch: Blast Tyrant C.O.C: Deliverance Cradle Of Filth: Cruelty And The Beast (Bonus) Principle Of Evil Made Flesh, Damnation And A Day, Vempire, Midian, Nymphetamine, Love Craft And Witch Hearts, Dusk And Her Embrace The Crown: The Burning, Crowned In Terror, Crowned Unholy, Deathrace King, Forever Heaven Gone “Demo” Forget The Light “Demo” Hell Is Here, Last Rite “Demo” Possessed 13 Cryptopsy: And Then You’ll Beg
Damage Plan: Newfound Power Darkane: Insanity Dark Funeral: Diabolous Interium , The Secrets Of The Black Arts, Vobiscum Satanas Dark Tranquility: Damage Done Darkthrone: Hate Them, Transilvanian Hunger, Under A Funeral Moon Death: Symbolic Decapitated: Winds Of Creation Deicide: Scars Of The Cross, Serpents Of The Light Dew Scented: Inwards Dimension Zero: This Is Hell, Silent Night Fever Dimmu Borgir: Death Cult Armageddon, Devils Path, Enthroned Darkness Triumphant, Godless Savage Garden, Puritanical Euphoric Misanthropia, Spiritual Black Dimensions Down: Down II
Emperor: In The Nightside Eclipse, IX Equilibrium Evergrey: The Inner Circle EYEHATEGOD: Southern Discomfort
Faith No More: The Real Thing, Angeldust, Who Care A lot? (Greatest Hits) Fear Factory: Demanufacture, Archetype, Digimortal, Obsolete,
The Gathering: Downfall: The Early Years Goatwhore: Funeral Dirge For The Rotting Sun God Dethroned: Ravenous God Forbid: Gone Forever, Better Days E.P. The Great Deciever: A Venom Well Designed
Hatebreed: The Rise Of Brutality The Haunted: Made Me Do It, The Haunted, One Kill Wonder, rEVOLEr Himsa: Courting Tragedy And Disaster Hypocrisy: 10 Years Of Chaos And Confusion ( Greatest Hits) The Arrival, Catch 22. Final Chapter, Fourth Dimension, Into The Abyss, Obsculum Obscenum
Immortal: At The Heart Of Winter, Battles In The North, Pure Holocaust, Sons Of Northern Darkness, Suffocation ( Demo) Impaled: Mondo Medicale In Flames: Colony, Jester Race, Lunar Strain, Subterranean, Soundtrack To Your Escape, Whoracle Into Eternity: Buried In Oblivion IRON MAIDEN: The Best Of The Beast, Brave New World, Dance Of Death, Fear Of The Dark, Iron Maiden, Killers, Number Of The Beast, Live After Death, Piece Of Mind, Seventh Son Of A Seventh Son
Kataklysm: Prophecy, Shadows And Dust Katatonia: Tonight’s Decision Killswitch Engage: Alive Or Just Breathing, The End Of Heartache
Lamb Of God: As The Palace Burns, Ashes Of The Wake, New American Gospel Led Zeppelin: Early Days, Latter Days Best of
Macabre: Dahmer Mastodon: Remission, Leviathan Mayhem: U.S. Legions, Chimeria, De Mysteriies Dom Sathanas, Originators Of The Northern Darkness ( Tribute Album) Megadeth: Rust In Peace, Countdown To Extinction, Youthanasia Meshuggah: Contradictions Collapse/ None, Chaosphere, Metallica: Garage Days, Jump In The Fire Morbid Angel: Formulas Fatal To The Flesh Mystic Circle: Drachenblut
Nagalfar: Diabolical Napalm Death: Utopia Banished Necrophagia: Black Blood Vomitorium, Holocausto De La Morte Neurosis: Times Of Grace Nevermore: Dead Heart In A Dead World, Enemies Of Reality Nightrage: Sweet Vengeance Nile: Amongst The Catacombs of Nephren- Ka, Black Seeds Of Vengeance
Old Mans Child: In The Shades Of Life Opeth: Blackwater Park, Damnation, Deliverance, My Arms Your Hearse, Orchid, Still Life Ozzy: Diary Of A Madman, Ozzmosis, The Ozzman Cometh
Pantera: Far Beyond Driven, Official Live 101 Proof, Power Metal, ReInventing The Steel, The Singles 1991- 1996 (6 disc set) Vulgar Display Of Power, Great Southern Trendkill, Cowboys From Hell Pink Floyd: Dark Side Of The Moon Probot: Probot
Rotting Christ: Triarchy Of The Lost Lovers
Samael: Eternal Satyricon: Volcano Sepultura: Arise, Beneath The Remains, Chaos A.D., Roots Shadows Fall: Of One Blood, The Art Of Balance, The War Within Six Feet Under: Bringer Of Blood, Warpath Skinlab, Bound, Gagged, And Blindfolded, Disembody: The New Flesh Slayer: Diabolous In Musica, God Hates Us All, Hell Awaits, Seasons In The Abyss Soilent Green: String Of Lies E.P., Sewn Mouth Secrets Soilwork: Chainheart Machine, Figure Number Five, Natural Born Chaos, Predators Portrait, Stabbing The Drama Strapping Young Lad: Alien, City, Heavy As A Really Heavy Thing, SYL Summer Dying: Beyond The Darkness Within, One Last Taste Of Temptation Superjoint Ritual: A Lethal Dose Of American Hatred, Use Once And Destroy
Type O Negative: Bloody Kisses, The Least Worst Of Type O, Life Is Killing Me, October Rust, The Origins Of The Feces, Slow Deep and Hard, World Coming Down
Unearth: The Stings Of Consciousness
Venom: Black Metal, Welcome To Hell
Witchery: Symphony For The Devil
Zyklon: Aeon
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| SO GET THIS........... |
[11 Dec 2004|02:43pm] |
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Zyklon.....An Eclectic Manner |
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I couldn't go see Cradle Last night, I was all bummed out, so we went to City Club instead, we left there at like 2:30, as we were leaving Dejuan wanted to go to Meijer to get some food, so we go to Meijer @ 13/ Little Mack, Dejuan and Shona get out, and me and Amber were arguing in the car, I glance inot my rearview mirror, and I see 4 tour busses pull up. It was everybody from the Head Bangers Ball tour. I was like HOLY SHIT!!!! I get out of my car and start to walk up to Meijer and Martin was standing therer smoking, and I talked to him. I told him how bummed out I was that I couldn't go to the show He gave me a hug awwww....ne ways as were talking everyone from HIMSA walks by, Then Dani...then some people from Arch Enemy....I was holy shit. So I go to my car and grab some cds for them to sign. Martin signed my Anathema Alternative 4 CD, And Dani signed my Cruelty and the Beast Cd. I talked to Martin for like 10 minutes, and I got a pic with him, and also a pic with Dani. So even though I missed the show I still got to meet them HELL YES....IT KICKED ASS!!!!!!!!!!1
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| ANTIFAITH |
[02 Dec 2004|10:53am] |
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Red Light Fever (Demo Version) .........Venom |
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Yah.....so i got a new job, cause my other job fucked me over. I owe a SHITLOAD of money, that I dont have. Gotta go take a polygraph test tomorrow. BLAH BLAH BLAH.......whatever, someobody needs to move in with me, it would be cool, i have an extra bedroom,.....so tell all your friends, no, j/k. But I'm going back to bed.
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| Unleash The Beast |
[19 Sep 2004|11:31am] |
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Shadows Fall...."The Power of I and I " |
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Well...Its been a while since iv'e updated this fucker.....Moved out w/ Amber...working 2 jobs now....goona go back to school...for what I dont know...maybe finish my art degree, but I gotta, i hate my job and the fukkers that work there, but hey at least i got a job....On another note some bad ass concerts are coming.....Blackest of The Black....w/ Danzig....and the mighty MAYHEM....hail.....then Type o......Then Satyricon w/ Cradle/ Lacuna Coil....Shadows Fall......Deftones........And i think Bodom is coming again....tis the season for metal...HAIL SATAN
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